11.07.04

11 days to go with the seperation.. and i've not talked to R. in just over a week. I'm not sure why he does this.. it's repeat behaviour of last year... secludes himself.. doesn't return emails or phone calls... I can't help but let my mind wander and question if he has taken up with a new woman.

The only piece of that which bothers me is his inability to be honest - i'm sure he thinks it's something I don't need to know. It's always been a need to know basis with him - and there are a lotta things that I apparently do not need to know.

Whatever.

You'd think... if someone had hopes for reconilation... they'd call. Or at least attempt to. I'm sure he'll says it's cus he doesn't have the phone numbers (cell phones, gotta love them - once they go, they take the phone book too).. but no... he can't use that poo excuse... because i've left him the phone number.

Whatever.

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