My first entry with Diaryland was three years ago, soon to be four. Although; I have not always written under this pseudonym. Before, I was known as kimmyfunk - don't bother looking for it, the diary is non-existent.

As the seasons change, so do people.

Me? I've grown a lot in the last 1670 days. With a few bumps in the road, and a couple mountains in the way.

"I hear and I forget. I see and I remember. I do and I understand."
-Confucius

I'm 25... going on 40 it feels like at times. And the days I do not feel older, I feel like a child. That's right, I get to have my cake and lick the icing off too. Having had my son a fairly young age (21) I was forced to mature quicker than most my age. When given the benefit of having a baby, a girl can do one of two things:

1) Have the baby and continue with the partying she has grown accustomed to

2) Grow up and take responsibility as life has handed it to her.

I chose Option 2.

Long gone are the all-night raves, the drugs, the alocohol.

And I don't miss it.

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When not at home or out at a kink function, I do work. Yes that's right - I am employed... working in an adult store. We sell everything from lubricants and lingerie - to dildos and butt plugs. You will find stories of work days scattered randomly in the diary.

A customer once asked how I could work in a store such as I do. I responded by asking how could he shop in a store as he's doing.

I have the luxury of waking up and looking forward to going to work.

"Money talks...but all mine ever says is good-bye."
-Anon.

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A big part of my life is *D/s.

It is not all of my life, as I have explained to other people that being a mother comes first - being a submissive comes second.

I feel that submission is a natural trait, one that can be polished and buffed up over the years.

I do not think it is something a person "chooses" to be. Either you are - or you are not.

A riding crop and a blindfold doesn't make it BDSM. There is a big difference between being kinky and being in the scene. It's not a sexual thing to me, it's a very spiritual thing.
-DominaBlue

I have been with my Dominant Counterpart for the past (who is referred to as Ro or Daddy) 10 months. Our enjoyment of each other and our relationship is as strong - if not stronger - as it was on Day One.

He is my sanity, my sanction... My Dominant.

As of August 11th 2003, Ro placed His collar 'round my neck making me His for Life. Or until I do something to prove myself a disgrace of His collar. That will not be happening anytime soon.

We do not live a 24-7 Lifestyle, as we do not live in the same house. I mind my place at His feet constantly, whether we be in the same room or in different cities. It is NOT an online relationship, and I will not take time to argue the validity of my collar.

As of late, we have been ressearching the information needed - and what must be done - so myself and my son can move across the border and into Michigan.

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I choose to keep this diary up and going as it is a place to let the odd rambling pour forth from my mind. At times, my mind works faster than my fingers... hence the reason of things having a jumbled appearance.

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Thank you for stopping by, please fasten your seat-belt...

... as it gets rocky at times.

"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on."
-Robert Frost

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*BDSM- Bondage/Discipline, Sadism/Masochism, Domination/Submission, slave/Master
*D/s- Domination/submission

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