Ever get those days when you feel.... that what ever you do.... no matter how hard you try.... that it goes unnoticed? That the small things go ignored and you get no credit for anything you've been doing? That's the sort of day I've been having for the last month or so. An endless day stretching over four weeks. Even when you ask if He's happy, and you don't get an answer.... it makes you feel.... it makes you question.... is it enough? Is it right? Should I be doing this?.... It's an awful feeling let me tell you... it eats away at me, gnawing and gnawing away at the sensitve lining of my stomach... endless headaches and constant tears....

I wish this day would be over.

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