This weekend Ro & I will be seeing each Oother for the first time in a momth... I'm excited... it's like the first date all over again... Yes of course, theres still a lot... and when I say a lot, that is an understatement (possibly understatment of the year!)... of issues that must be resolved... but hell... I'm going to enjoy seeing Him again..
... butterflies are doing somersaults and assorted gymnastics in my tummy... but its a good fluttering of wings... not an "Oh Lord I'm gonna puke" flutter...
Hmm...
... says He still feels lonely... so do I... very much so.... I don't think that feeling will dissolve until Wwe come together in a permanent living arrangement...
... I don't want to have stars in my eyes about this... I want to be realistic...
... and in a way I am...

