Aw fuck.

Had a partial entry tapped out and I closed the stinkin' window.

Anyways... things with Ro are calm... for now..... had a kind of big blow up the other night.... I lost it.. went beserk.... haven't done that for awhile... a long while, actually.... get so angry and frustrated... I literally... see red. It's not good when that happens..... words fly one hundred miles aminute outta my mouth... bad words.... hurtful words.... not good.

Not good at all.

The worst thing about it?

I know that as I'm saying them... that it's going to hurt the other person.... or that its just the wrong thing to say.

Which makes it worse.

sigh

When will I ever learn?

Yea... I'm not a nice girl. Selfish bitch, some say.

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