"... pubes and back hair - or he has a pet rat... "

That is exaxtly why I needed to post the questoin.. so I'd get a logical but humourous answer!

Fuck.. only a million days left to go.

I want to sleep peacefully again.. to stop these crazy dreams.. and the noises. I want the noises to stop. I don't have time for "them".. for "those weird feelings"... they get louder every couple of days.. and they are starting to invade my dreams.

He protected me from them - kept them at bay.. He knows how to keep them quiet, and I don't! And now that He isn't here.. they won't stop.

Even at work. Everywhere.. by far the worst it has ever been.

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